no more OIAP

no more Shanghai

no more attachment

which means i have to look for job during holidays again.

haiz i think my trust worthiness and reputation among e lecturers n acad manager haf dropped badly real bad. i got myself into deep shit! SHUCKS!!!!
and who haf i got to blame?
no one else but myself!

haizzzz =(

5:12 PM;
I made my mark

once again im here to blog

was at e national stadium ytd watching e match between singapore n malasia
e atmosphere dere was superb. every singaporeans dere r all cheering on for e lions
and yes they won n going to be in e finals to face thailand.
gd luck to them

anyway dere's no lesson anymore n its study break
im suppose to be studying but juz dun really felt lyk studying dunno why
haizz hate exams.
well who doesn't

nth much to blog
dats all
study hard my frens!

12:29 AM;
I made my mark

down with fever again ytd

temp went up as high as 39.1 degrees

e feeling juz sux. hate fevers

always falling sick at e wrong time

but i still force myself to go baq to sch for blaw presentation after seeing e doc in e morning
well at least it was worth it coz we scored well for e presentation n our hardwork as a grp did pay off. well done guys.
but i missed e bamp! dinner coz i went home straight after presentation coz i really cant take it already.

anyway im feeling much better today.

5:41 PM;
I made my mark

haiz i tink im going to fall sick soon again

e feeling juz sux.

having a very bad throat nw

and oso running nose

i seriously dun wanna fall sick nw

especially at dis period

when exams is nearing

if i really do it will definitely affect my results

alright enough said tml blaw presentation hope everything goes well

after all the effort put in by us.

gonna pop some panadols n other pills before i go to bed

hope i will be fine n not fall sick.

pls dun make me sick

*thanx u very much for dat =)*

11:23 PM;
I made my mark

another week gone

open hse over

a new week is here

my money gets lesser n lesser

starting to worry hw am i gonna survive everyday

exams nearing too

haf yet to start studying

dun haf the push or force to get down to business n start

haizzz....

today is e last lesson for biz eti (IS). well we are done wif all e projects except for the last 1 which is blaw presentation after that it would be all for projects n presentations.

so fast, everything is juz so fast juz only e sem start n nw, sem ending soon.
i'll have to come up with a decision soon. to go or not to go.

anyway dis week is gonna be more of a revision n consultation week le ba.
BAMP! having dinner dis wed in sch canteen gonna haf pizza!
dunno if i'll be going. we'll see abt it
n dis sat semi final between singapore and malaysia shld be going to watch if e scoreline tml isn't too wide haha.

juz wanna sae dis to my grp of frens
wanna apologise dat sometimes is not i dun wan study wif u all or wad
is juz dat i cant stand e stress n pressure.
when i study wif u all i always feel very presurize so i tink im better off studying alone
or mayb wif ppl who will not stress me up so much
you ppl r juz too smart for me. sorry.
n i wanna sae i cherish e friendship wif yu guys. sometimes toking cok wif u guys lightens my mood for the day. thanx alot for that lets work hard for exams ba. i'm sure we will all make it!

sometimes i really wonder, many ppl walk in n out of ur life
but who r those dat you can truly call ur friend.

*i wonder*

12:13 AM;
I made my mark

back to blog



well everyone who sees me haf been asking dis ame qns
"wei! wad happen to your hand!"
haha so for e benefit of everyone let me tell u here

well went back to tan tock seng hospital on thursday for appointment
went for an xray for my right wrist n right foot
den e doctor sae dat my bone is still cracked n its nt healing
so gotta cast to immobilize my right hand so that it will heal faster
yah so dats wad happen to my right hand i haven a cracked wrist bone dats why.

e cast is super bu fang bian n ma fan lahz
do wad oso cannot wanna bathe oso so ma fan muz use plastic to wrap
coz cannot wet e cast.
and i haf to walk around in dis cast for lyk 1mth plus lahz until after exams
so irritating lahz n so ugly!!! i wanted to force e cast out but i cant
n dis sucks!
dis cost a bomb too. 70 over bucks juz for dis appointment.
grrrr!!!!

anyway to those who cared, thanx alot for ur concern
will nvr forget dat.

*procrastinate is one of the top killers of success*

12:11 AM;
I made my mark

with request form sin ee or dumb dumb i shall blog! haha

alright haven been updating for quite sometime liao getting more n more lazy...

1 more project down which is biz eti presentation scored a B+ well it was more or less expected or so i dunno.
now left wif BLAW presentation n makeover report which is both due next week report on mon n presentation on wed. dis week gonna be quite a busy week coz got open hse will be helping out on thurs n fri.
For those taking retest all e best!

then thurs morning will be going baq to TTSH for my appointment on my cracked wrist bone which is still hurting nw. hopefully it will heal.

as for e accident
i still dun haf an ans whether i will win or not
but e quoted price to repair e bike cheaply was $1000+
thanks to kor for helping me made dat trip down to e workshop to ask
and thank you for fetching me home dat day.

soon w/o even knowing exams is coming its lyk so fast half of jan 07 is gone time really flies
n i've yet to make my decision for OIAP
waiting for an answer for e subsidy from e sch oso.
everybody is lyk asking me to go ask me nt to miss dis great opportunity. but i really dunno
if i were to go i wld be gone for 6 mths i will definitely miss my family n of coz all my friends who have been wif me all dis while especially e guys in TA25 and of coz e girls from my formal claz TA24. not forgeting those who went to HK n everyone lahz really too many to name.
but of coz i still dunno im going anot. hahah

today after lesson
came home to put my bag
headed down to sim lim to buy printer ink
ask around abt laptop repair n quoted cheapest price was $360
far more cheaper den wad i expected but still no money repair
had been very irritated by my laptop screen it sort of block some part of e screen den i cant see
wanna get it repaired asap bt no money haizzz

anyway after dat walked over to guan yin miao to pray
hopefully days ahead will be smooth n not so tough
had been having sleepless nites for quite some time already worry over too many things
well im a person who always think n think n think nonsense stuff

had been slacking since sch reopen
had not been doing my tutorials until e very last min n w/o any effort
somebody must knock some sense into my head n wake me up from lala land
bring me baq to reality if not history is gonna repeat
some of u may nt understand wad i sae, wad i mean is i dun wanna haf grades lyk wad i had last sem, doing very well for common test n den flunk my exams in e end results = SUX

i dun wan dat to happen again.
i want to achieve my aim i wanna get better grades den all my previous sems
its hard but i have to try
n to achieve i have to start studying soon n mug very very very very very hard for exams!!!

having said all that i think its time to get cracking
of coz first is to complete tml's FIT tutorial. hahaha
and dats all i haf to blog.
gd luck every one.
and hope i make my decision soon n hope it will be e right one.

*its small but it meant alot*

10:52 PM;
I made my mark

once again im here to blog

got baq blaw paper liao was not badly done onli lose some marks at section B n 1 MCQ ns
was quite satisfied wif the paper. at least i met my aim or target.
next up would be exams which i always sux at doing, i do well for CT bt badly for exams
dats so wrong!

some of us were satisfy wif our paper but some are not, all i can sae is work harder for exams ba
i noe all of you can do it wan you ppl are smart ppl dun be discourage.
(how i wish i could sae dis to myself when im in dat state but i noe i will be lyk you guys)

projects are all soon to be over. at least FIT is down, biz eti share a book is down, BLAW handed in, n RFA tml. hopefully all went well. but still left a few more to go. sianz!
besides project is of coz tutorials lor. i suddenly slacked when coming to tutorials i dunno why mayb rest too much den nw very hard to start work on my tutorials. i haf to get e momentum or feel baq if not i will be doom.

after lecture today when i was about to go home i was asked to go up to lvl 9 coz e teacher wanna tell us abt our attachment application
I'm selected to go shanghai for attachment wif Jude junyi's going too but different company.

I dunno i should be happy that im selected or wad.
wif e situation im in now i realli dunno how to make e decision lor
so many things is lyk still pending lor.

accident
laptop not yet repair
bike not yet repair
insurance to be renew
bike to be inspected
roadtax to be renew
n e list goes on and on...

i said i might haf financial problem but e lecturer keep telling me i shld go dey will try their best to help me. to me im juz tinking wad help can you do lahz. you juz wan me to go i dunno why!
opportunity dun come often i noe dat too. but in such a situation its really very hard for me to make a decision rite nw. haizz

wad shld i do? can anybody gif me some advise? go or dun go?

*in a very stressful state*

10:12 PM;
I made my mark

heres wad happen to my bike!

6:11 PM;
I made my mark

went to my bike shop juz nw.
i have a higher chance of losing e case than winning
e moment i noe dis news i tink dats it im a goner wtf.
why muz all dis happen to me why am i so stupid fuck shit
only hope nw is e other party admit its his fault if nt den dats it, wher m i gonna dig out those money to repair my bike.
everything oso nid money laptop repair nid money bike nid money daily exp transport
wad i haf nw is really nth i may even decide to quit school if i really dun haf a choice haizzzz

if given a chance i would rather die in e accident then i would not haf to worry so much nw
FUCK.

sorry for all e negative entry these days but i really cant helped it.
ARGHHHHH!

3:38 PM;
I made my mark

well im back.
suffering from post accident problems.

ytd morning went to e traffic police head quarters to make a report on e accident and to take down my statement of wad happened. went to IDAC to do an accident report too.
e police officer just ask me to go ahead wif the claim he did not sae whether it will be successful or not.

currently im very worried super worried will i win e case will i be able to successfully claim from SCDF side if yes then it wld be ok if not then big problem liao.
i will be fined, get demerit points, so on n so forth, come out wif money for my bike repair, blah blah blah. hate all dis. haven even got e previous claim and yet another happened. wth!

money problem. wad shld i do? no money for daily expense, no money for transport, wad m i suppose to do? work oso cannot work...haizzzz

juz took off my bandages n all my wounds are nw exposed when i look at it i juz dunno wad to sae. count myself lucky for not throwing my life away, for being able to still sit here n blog abt wad happened.

anyway forget abt accidents.
back to sch.
got baq RFA CT today. well all i can sae was i could do better if i had nt made dat foolish mistake
its over nw wad i can do nw is concentrate on exams hope dat i can still achieve my aim for this sem.

before i go off.
I juz wanna thank everybody hu had ask abt my injuries n accident. Thanx for ur concern.
it was very much appreciated.
thanks to shengbao, joey n serene ang for coming to visit me n bought me a bunch of banana on e day of accident.
thanks to siyu n ernest for visiting me too
thanks to celestian, peiting, yong an, shaoping, pauline(mummy), oxy, n my pri sch frens for e concerning words n for asking me to take care.
thanks to junyi, peishan, serene, estee, brenda, for e get well soon haha.
thanks to amelia a.k.a lenglui for e encouraging words n helping me look for a higher pay job to du guo nan guan.
sorry if i left out your name but all in all THANK YOU!

10:11 PM;
I made my mark

second day of the new year. everybody sae new yr new beginning.
but for me new yr bad beginning. wtf hw can i expect a gd yr ahead?
fuck dis yr FUCK FUCK FUCK!

arghhhhhh while everybody happily started e second day of the yr doing things dey lyk or doing projects. wad abt me?
got knock down by a fucking ambulance and me n my bike flew straight to e drain.
arghhhh shld i count myself lucky or wad? lucky dat i din lose my life.
but suay to be knock down. no money already nw haf to take money out repair e damn bike pay for medical fees and everything! fucking shit! even my laptop screen oso spoil......
both legs wrapped in bandage, right hand wrapped in bandage. right wrist bone crack!
damn painful lahz...haizz

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wad a year to start wif.
e feeling sux.....

why the fuck muz all dis happen! WHY! WHY WHY!
life has been sucky for me already nw dis happen i realli dunno wads gonna happen next
why is my life full of downfalls arghhhhhhhhh

can somebody wake me up n tell me its juz a nightmare!
i really dun want all dis to happen....haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
FUCK UP!

10:31 PM;
I made my mark

First entry of the year! expecting a long wan? plss dun haha

anyway watch death note 2 on sat midnight haha
e show not bad quite nice in e end most of e main ppl died haha for more details go watch it yourself.

n as for ytd played mahjong at hm wif my mummy, bro n mummy's fren first before heading down to my aunt's hse for BBQ to celebrate my aunt's birthday cum new yr day.
Happy 60th Birthday aunty!
ate alot ytd during e BBQ coz i din ate e whole day juz to reserve my stomach for dis haha
after BBQ we gambled haha 1 table playing mahjong e other playing gin rummy.
i loss alot of money playing gin rummy mayb it juz wasn't my luck to gamble dat day.
after day ot 11.55pm we sang birthday song for my aunt n she cut e cake..haha n a while later we celebrated a new yr. after which we headed home

happy to have spent my new yr eve wif my family n relatives.

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends n family!
hope 2007 would be a year of joy n fun n laughter!

3:51 PM;
I made my mark